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Sunday, January 22nd, 2006
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4:37 pm
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So I recently found an old notebook with peoples names I had friended in my previous incarnation years ago. Only 4 of them are still active so I put em on. I wonder if they'll remember me?
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| Monday, December 5th, 2005
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11:32 am
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Somethings I will never understand..
why a salmon burger with horseradish is pure ecstacy
why watches and Clocks always break around me
why all modern churches give me the heebee jeebees yet I can go to an old one and feel at ease
why I like something one day and hate it the next
why I can't get along with people at a "normal" job
hip hop
why teperature above 72 degrees makes me nausiated
why watching magic on television or in films makes me wanna cry
why my hair grows up
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| Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005
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9:55 am - Nessie! The Eulogy.
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I'm watching this Documentary on The Loch Ness Monster on the Nat Geo channel and I am sad to say I now no longer believe...
They proved to my grudging satisfaction that all the evidence was something other than a Beastie. But the clincher was this one..The Food Chain. The sun only penetrates 3 meters down which means there isn't alot of algae or zooplankton.Which also means there isnt enough food to support a lot of fish. If I remember correctly they said there was enough to feed maybe 10 one ton creatures.And then I thought about the fishing there and well,it's Just Not Enough to support a breeding population.
I was never a Skeptic.
I was a Believer.
Mind you, this does not diminish my belief in Lake or Sea monsters as A whole. Just in Loch Ness unfortunatly.
However,Nessie may now Possibly Exist in a different form,as a thought construct. So many people believe and have believed for so many hundreds of years that the Monster is imprinted in our reality Grounded in the Loch and Living on the energy that is given into the concious or unconcious belief that something is there. And even though I'll never be able to show my children one in an aquarium,
If thats the only way it exists that'll have to be good enough for me.'Cause the world would be a much duller place without Nessie.
current music: Some kind of Russian stuff that I found on an old tape
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| Monday, November 21st, 2005
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5:23 pm - Good Grief!
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It's been a Right Hum Dinger of a Day.
About 1 am I get this horrible pain in my back along my ribs.
Turns out I have a Lump there but after A bit I fall back asleep
I wake up late as hell with Chey having only 15 min to get to school! So I get her dressed in Record time. Get Illyana dressed and I get her to school Just as the bell is ringing. Mind you Its Damn hard to move with what feels like a Knife in you.(and I DO know what that feels like)
So thats it I gotta go see My Doctor. I cannot however as My Medical Coupon is MIA! So I try to call Roxie at work to see If she knows where it may be As it isn't in the normal spot.
So Low and Behold! THE PHONE IS DEAD! (long live the phone)
SO I need to go To the hardware store to replace the Conecter box.
As I go by Roxies Work to let her in on all the good News, PING! I am alledgedly out of gas!
But then my gas gauge is broken any way. So I decide to just Ignore it since it's either gas or the Connector thingie. I let her Know but then I have to turn back around and Pick up Chey becouse today is Parent Teacher Conference and she's out early. okay...
Back we all go to the Hardware store. For those of you not blessed with children I will let you in on something. Only take one of them if at all possible!
Having Chey 7 and Illiyana nearly 3 in the store together was an exercise in madness especially as the have X-mas Stuff up already!
But We got back. I then Proceded to take apart the old box, strip the phone wires,since nearly all 4 broke, and reconnect them to the new box and mount it. It was easier than I Thought but took longer than I hoped as I was in cramped conditions. Everything slows down at this point as I feed the kids and prepare to take a nap. Eating has yet to occur but I dinna care. After I do the Dishes I find MY MED COUPON. Of course it is now too late to see anyone today though. They never give you an appointment it's all first come first serve. I swear If I didn't owe so much I'd just go to the emergency!
Anyway Roxie gets home and goes to sleep,Illyana goes to sleep with her and Chey sets her self up with a Battery of DVD's So I Decide to crash out. I sleep for about 15 min before I just "am awake" the worst part is that Im still tired just my body disagrees. So Now I on Waiting for the Racheal Raye special on Food network to Come on. WEEEEE!!!
Hopefully the day will be over soon.
-Doug
current music: Slade :Run Run Away
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| Friday, November 18th, 2005
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8:17 pm - I LIVE!
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Its Amazing what insanity can do for your social life.
One minute everything is Hunky Dory and the Next you don't want to leave the house or talk to anyone..
Ever.
Loathing and Self Destructive behavior comes next as well as Alienation of people who matter.
So, after a Myriad of doctors,horrible meds,and Lost time,I am able to look at myself,pick up the broken pieces and start the rebuild.
Man, I hope my Hair grows back.
What caused this pay tell?
Don't know.... Some head trauma,possible chem inbalance,too much acid in the 80's?
A Family of nut bars makes for a strong arguement.
Anyways I'm Back dunno if anyone will remember much less care.
But then This is supposed to be an outlet isn't it?
-Doug
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